OH BAPAK! (2009)

Entri kali ni is a real nostalgic. I remember my childhood there, so much fun. Dan dis entri 100% dedicated for my father. Yes my dad. Encik Mohammad Yazed bin Noorman.. Oh i miss u dad!

My father is always my source where i find my strength, my weakness and my mentallity. He always feed me to be whatever i am here. He is my backbone! Without him i will sunken into the fallen pieces.

He was born on March 16,1963 at Hospital Kuala Lumpur, with my granny and grandpa-his parents, still lives at Meru, Kelang.

I was born as his first daughter in 29 November 1987, where since my babyhood i live at Taman Koperasi Polis Fasa 2 Selayang Batu Caves, nearby were kilang sabun Zaitun n there's only one superkool supermarket on dat time, Warta. He is really a jack of all trade, workin on Sistem Televisyen Malaysia Berhad (STMB) TV3 since his bachelorhood till married with my mother and borned me, he can feed us three in his own hands. He work so hard, i know, because i am always miss him in my bed to sleep. I want him to lullaby me alwis! I am his manja gurl on dat time before i be in a pre-school. I never been caned by him, or i will run amok accross the town. Yes, i am very2 notty on dat time, until my brother born on 1991... oh, very long time i was being manjaed by my dad! On dat day, he started nagged me, just i noe, i need to be more matured becoz i am now a sister! oh...so sad to say, i lost my manjahood since. My dad starting really stricted to me on dat time.

But i love it! as usual, he alwiz bring us kids to Dataran Merdeka every weekend until my age 11, we run like crazy among each other, happily. I love when play hide and seek with my dad! oh, pleasure...we always eat pizza n KFC on weekend too. Until i become really jemu with dat food on dat time..oh dad, thanks, u feed us good food. ahahhh..

One day on 1992, TV3 had a family day on Sunway Lagoon. I stay wif my dad always, as he alwis said 'yana, jgn ikut org tak dknali'. Hence, i am a notty gurl! i run for places...until...i am nearly been kidnapped! An unfamiliar face wanna take me somewhere, they said they noe my mom n dad, but gosh, fortunately i am clever! i run back to my dad n tell everything. As a reward, my dad nagged me! hahahhh!!! But i remember, my dad's frent are really2 kool! They asked me to play at the pool with the adults. So i joined them! i love to be a kids with a kool adults! Oh i miss my dad's TV3's frents!

Yes! i remember on a really sick nite on my childhood in pre school, i had a terrible fever n flu. My mother feeds me medicine, but i refused to take! i cry my lungs out, cryin for my dad 'yana nak ayah, nak ayah!!' I noe i am upsetting my mom! Then on the midnite when my dad reached home, i hug him tightly, and accept medicine from his feed. Oh... really manja rite? huh..

My dad ever leaves us for a year when he need to work outstation for TV3 international project at Ghana, Africa on 1997. Yes, he travel around the globe, i am really jeloussssss on my dad! He got so many experience! 'Yana nak jd macam ayah', i ever said. Yes, he is my idol. He had meet so many people from many continents. Hongkong, Europe. Do i need to mention? no lah.. my dad never teach me to be showing up..just feel wow for him..

My dad is super good at cook. Really, he loves western food so much! He always cook macaroni and satay! We had so much fun! Until today, my dad always make macaroni, spagetti, bread and masakan traditional mlayu juga! Terutama masa raya, foods are really kool in our kitchen! We never hungry. We loves his cooks! We loves his moist chocolate cake and superkool grilled chicken with cheese stuffed. Oh yummiiii!!

Until 1998, the inflasi era took around the globe.. My dad too lost the kool job at TV3 as an Engineer.. He needs to pack up.. and go back hometown at Batu Pahat, Johore. Yes, he also face the hardship of losing his wife too on 1995, my mother whom had heart attack! He is a very strong man. With 4 kids, he bring us all back at kampong with our granny.. starting by dat, granny took care of us.. n i start to lose my kool superfriend at Sekolah Kebangsaan Taman Koperasi Polis Fasa 2, Batu Caves! Oh dad, i miss them...! But i need to follow his suggestions, i need to stay at kampong wif nenek.. and took care all my siblings.. dad, u are my wonderful person. U are very strong despite me whom alwis cry.

Then, rite now he had wonderful job at UTHM Batu Pahat. Starting the career as a Librarian, he rite now the main people in Unit Penerbitan. He is great for doing his job.

Ayah. terima kasih kerana melahirkan Yana ke dunia yg penuh mendidik ini. Terima kasih atas sokongan ayah. Terima kasih krana ada ayah, Yana masih kuat mental untuk berdiri teguh seperti ayah.

PROUD TO BE YOUR DAUGHTER, HAPPY TO HAVE A CARING FATHER LIKE YOU.

~29 November 1987 - 29 November 2009~

XOXO

~rEIKOjEZZE~

I miss my granny.

I love my granny.

Hanya granny tmpat aku bermanja sejak aku bayi, kanak-kanak, remaja dan dewasa.

+ My granny who feeds me till i am be this sort of strong minded girl.

+ My granny who always supports me in whatever i want to be and have.

+ My granny whom alwiz listen to whatever problem i had wif BF,BFF, and ex,ex,exBF.

+ My granny whom alwiz dressup me to be this kind of style girl.

+ My granny alwiz keep my secret on her bossom, tightly.

One day i call my Lovely Dad. I want to hear his voice and his nagging and torture made me miss him so much. He said granny were not in a good condition. Then i phone call my granny. She is miserably sick. My cousin whom stay wid her will gonna sit for SPM dis month. So he is busy rite now. My Grandpa asking me when i will goin back home town? i said after my exam over. Yes, i have dis exam to sit! So when i hear my granny voice said " yana sihat? yana makan tak? yana ada duit tak?" i started cryin', over and over.

+ I want to be by her side anytime just like i be in everytime i had my skul holiday.

+ I want to cook brinjal curry her favourite dish with fish asam pedas, she loves my cook.

+ I want to help her clean up the house and her bedlinen and her kain batik should be changed.

+ I want to entertain her with my vibes, she loves my giggle, she said just like she had 10 kids in her house when there's only me one in the house!

+ I want to tell her my love story, she likes my new BF, and she loves to hear from me.

+ I want her to be happy and hear all her story.

+ I want to massages her skinny hands and feet with some of her potions and miserable smell medicine, i dont mind.

I love u nenek..Hope Yana can be with you forever!!!

Rite now i am still cryin' over u..

Towel? bags? some underwears??? owh, not ours! it's theirs!!

Time : 11.40 a.m departures from Cheras, 1.00 p.m arrival at Gabai

Main suspect : Reikojezze n Alya (143!!)

Additional suspect : Several hot chick n dudes from UiTM Shah Alam

Cases : Swim2 in the river until u drawn, (n droppin' till dead babe..)

Venue : Gabai Waterfall Hulu Langat (dat sky high length stairs damnedly itch my feet forever!)

Picturesque! Love to be into the natures back...!

Mmmmuaaaaaahh!!! i noe i've got some angel dreams into loving u Pak Ijan after lost contact wif u for almozt 4 years.. (notice dat baseball cap of his...!)

Yay! for the 1st time aku bersua muka ngn kawan2 boifrentku. hihi.. yah. dan aku tak mandi sungai pon aritu sbnonyer...apakah aku penyegan? atau adakah aku sengal (nerve!!) Actually aku sedang berada dalam zon tak slesa dats y aku cume celup2 ala2 jew...he3

Actually i am waitin for one questionaire dari mreka...tntg on how i noe Pak Ijan?? oh2, dan jawapanku : i am not dat typical gurl, i am his former skul frent..! lalallaa~

Them all really hapy gila la sebab da habis exam. Aku pny exam lak 12hb nnt, apa kes, lama lg laahh! da ta saba nak leave out dat notes n rabbish skull buks (sekolah kah aku?) dat need to be revised repeatedly n bla3....huh!

Actually, on dat day i discovered something yg really hurts my heart.. tapi aku percaya ngn Pak Ijan ku... (aku cuba mnjadi KOOL) Yes, i hope dat gurl will stop emotionally disturbed my Pak Ijan.. don't mess wif my man gurl, uH hum.. i warn!

Urmm... nothing to say again. Hope to meet u again guys! ya'll really rawks the socks.

MuuuuaaaaaaXxxx...

~X0XO~

Reik0jEzzE

AKU??? Ya, sememangnya aku la tu..haha

Cases : Fabulously Fame Auditionale of Ratu The Movie by Prof. Madya Razak Mohaideen

Venue : GSC Pavilion KL

Main Suspect : Yummylicious ReikoJezze luv Fabulous Aida

Main activities : 4 Emotions changing in front of huge camera n studio lighting itching my eyes, oh gosh!

Main issues : are we a 'GG' gurlzzz??? huhu!

AIDA KERR?? Ha, betoi ar tu, budak kecik berjiwa besa (berjiwa GG actually) tu Aida!

Adakah kami ditakdirkan untuk bermadu??? oh3 tidaaaak!!

p/s : Prof Madya Razak Mohaideen mmg kacak. Dia mase muda mst cam ShaRoHan. olalalaaaa

Tadaaa!! kitorang yg 'gegirrrlllllll'

The audition done great. We have a gud time together = of corz.

actually pagi tu kitorang adalah antara menachi2 yg terawal sampai kat tmpat audition. Ape hal kitorang smangat sangat ar plak hah. ni sme gara2 adrenaline rush lah. masing2 rase na g toilet. padahal bukan de pe pon, audition jer. relaks..haha

cewek2 jambu hari tu tak ramai cam smlm. actually we wanna go on its first day, but atas sebab2 ta dapat na elak (pe lagik kalau bukan ade klas,pe kes?)

Then we love all the things happened! walopun ianya sangat pantas zassszassszasss tapi we all rasa adakah we all menachi paling hot hari itu, adakah ia serupa bagai hot pizza hut?? call our number 012----------------

teeeettt~

~ XOXO ~

//rEIk0jEZZe//

Hari ni aku manfaatkan kekosongan waktu dengan memetik2 gitar oren kesayanganku. actualy takde nama lg for him. Nak namakan Allis la, leh tak? mmmuakkss...

Lagu Wilayah Persekutuan, for sure sebagai cikgu yg praktikal kat K.L ni tiap pg akan dgr pai hafal. Then bersama tok guru muzik aku, aku dengar dia main lagu ni. Besyyy wooo. two thumbs up!

Tapi malangnya aku sangat lupa nak minta kord lagu ni pade nye. Then, aku amek inisiatif sndri mggunakan deria telinga aku untuk take note any rhythm lagu tu pada kord gitar ni. Akhirnya ianya tak sesukar dijangka!

Ni la hasilnye, kalau ade sape2 yg tahu kord yang lain, atau ade kesalahan pada kord ni, silalah kontek aku dgn segera by komen kat bawah tuh. Kita sama2 blaja!

Lagu Wilayah Persekutuan

Cmaj G A D

Harmoni wilayah pertiwi

G Em A D

Semoga sentiasa diberkati

Cmaj G A D

Wawasan hala pembangunan

G Em A D

Sebagai semangat perpaduan

Em A

Wilayah Persekutuan

G Em D

Maju dan sejahtera

28 Oktober. Khamis.

nape tah hari ni.langsung tak ceria. aku tak mampu ketawa dan senyum.

bangun pagi. sangat kosong.

bukan tak jumpa bf

+baru smalam jumpa, happy gila.

bukan tak da BFF yang happening

+dia selalu buat aku rasa nak gelak pecah.

bukan takde housemate yang supportive

+anything just tell her.

jadi...aku pun tak tahu knapa aku muram, serius, dan kosong hari ni.

mood changing kot.

period??????

huh watever!!!

Aku semakin jatuh cinta dengan baju kurung.

Nice, sweet, humble. Sejuk mata memandang.

Dan yang pasti, ayah aku mesti suka melihat anaknya berkurung ayu!

Suatu hari tu aku jalan2 kat Sogo. Memang kalau tiap kali jalan shopink komplex kompem aku akan survey nyer kedai jual baju yg ta rugi bila dibeli sebab ~baju tu mesti la investment yg bley dipakai g praktikum mengajar kat skula....! ayayyyy...aku kan cekgu! After duk membelek selendang, aku beralih la pade kurung2 silk batik...Noor Arfa Batik. Eksklusif designnya... tapi kalo setakat nak Noor Arfa,batik, atau songket, ala....kirim jer la pade budak Terengganu kan...ngeh3. lagik dapat ori from the country gitu. fressshhhh...harga? mestilah lg muraaaah!

Then da lame aku tgok org pakai kurung cotton. Memang nampak humble! Sweet yang penting, dan tak rimas. Adik aku pon ade kurung cotton. Dia selalu pakai kalau nak g uma nenek. then kadang2 dibuat basahan jugak. Yalah kain cotton memang soft, serap peluh, sejuk! Pastu aku tgok gambar dalam album mase kecik2 beby, aku slalu dipakaikan ngan baju gaun smocking cotton! ayayayyy... semua tu arwah mak aku yg buatkan.

Tapi aku ta pernah nak survey harga baju kurung cotton ni, sebab aku ta minat sgt pakai baju kurung! aku prefer kebaya.... until la one day kaaan.....~

~aku ade nampak sehelai baju kurung cotton chaaaaanteek sangat dan humble lagi sweeet kat Sogo!

Berbunga merah comel2, latar warna krim, kain yg tebal dan sejuk... apa lagi mahu ku katakan, ianya sangat sweet untuk memenuhi citarasa simplicity ku yang ta sukakan baju kurung overdress!

Pada aku kalau nak overdress atau bergaya, bukan pada kurung. Kurung untuk simplicity, humbleness and sweetness! 3 ciri tuh bley dapat kat kurung cotton yang langsung ta overdress. Sebab tu aku suka kurung moden atau kebaya moden la kalau nak look gracefull. Tapi tu la, ta lengkap life sowang gurl mlayu kalau ta suka pakai kurung yang simplicity. But speaks elegance. Harga baju kat atas tuh? dalam RM100! berbaloi kah? sebab aku pun ta pernah survey harga kat tempat lain.

Tapi bila aku surf web kan, actually harga cotton yg berkualiti sangat la mahalnya mak... dalam RM200-RM400 pun ade. Pada aku, biarla cotton tu selesa dipakai-tak gatal, sejuk-tak panas, tak mudah renyuk, dan tak mudah berbulu bila dicuci. Mungkin pasni aku perlu rajinkan kaki berjalan di Jalan TAR mencari kurung cotton citarasa ku, dengan harga yang aku mampu.

I love u BAJU KURUNG!

~~~ReikoJezzE~~~

p/s : Ucop, aku guna header blog kau yer, kira cam aku promo la ni kan..heh2

Dulu mase kecik aku slalu takut ngan sesuatu yg bertopeng.

Dan segala yang bertopeng, tak kira la manusia atau patung.

Tetapi antara clown dan mimes. Aku sangat takut dgn mimes...

sebab dia suatu yang simbolik. unik. pelik.

Tapi bila semakin dewasa, perlu ke aku fobia lg? So face The Fear!!

Ahad ni seorang teman lama nak blanja aku tgok 'wayang siaran langsung'=teater. Venue Taman Budaya. Jam, 2.30 petang. Actually, teman lama ini juga la yg berlakon dalam teater tu nanti. Kira ni sokongan moral la? atau aku kne jd pom2 gurl? ^_~

Sronok gak berlakon teater ni kan. Kita leh jadi sumbody yg kita tak jd dalam real life situation. Lepas tu kita leh sampaikan cerita kat org, kdg2 cerita tu pun leh ade kne mgena ngn diri kite sendrik.heh3..

Owayt la, looking forward for dis Sunday. Buat member tuh, thanks la manyak invite aku siap banje aku skali. Ada hari aku blanja kau KFC kat KLCC yeh...heh2

Oh pasir biru, bolehkah kau beritahu aku, jika aku boleh rasa gembira?

Oh pasir biru, bolehkah aku berada di sini selamanya?

Oh pasir biru, bolehkah kau buat mereka pergi?

Oh pasir biru, apakah kau buat dengan rambutku?

Dan semuanya akan sempurna jika aku berada disini walau untuk seketika

Dan kita bersama rasa gembira

Dan segalanya akan sempurna jika kau tunggu aku seketika

Dan air lautan itu akan datang mengambil kita berdua dari sini…

Oh pasir biru, adakah aku akan bersama teman ku yang kacak itu?

Oh pasir biru, bolehkah kau buat mereka mengerti?

Dan semuanya akan sempurna jika aku berada disini walau untuk seketika

Dan kita bersama rasa gembira

Dan segalanya akan sempurna jika kau tunggu aku seketika

Dan air lautan itu akan datang membawa kita berdua pergi dari sini…

Oh pasir biru, aku tak mahu berpura-pura lagi,

Aku pasti…

Aku tak benci kamu lagi…

Aku tak benci kamu lagi,

Kerna kau mengingatkan aku pada sesuatu yang aku tak perlu jadi

Pada sesuatu yang tak perlu aku miliki

Aku tak benci kau lagi, disaat aku pandang dirimu

Apa yang aku nampak kini adalah bebuih biru yang datang dan ingin bawa ku pergi…

Aku tak benci kamu lagi, kerna kau ingatkan aku pada sesuatu yang aku tak perlu jadi

Oh pasir biru, bolehkah aku jadi seperti mu……

~i miss u...my bluesands~

Oh blue sands, can you tell me if I ever be happy?
Oh blue sands, can I stay here forever?
Oh blue sands, can you make them all go away?
Oh blue sands, what are you doing in my hair?

And everything will get better if I stay for a while
And we’ll find another way to be happy one day
And everything will get better if you hold on for a while
And the sea come and sweeps us away from here

Oh blue sands, will I ever get to marry my handsome friend?
Oh blue sands, can you make them understand?

And everything will get better if I stay for a while
And we’ll find another way to be happy one day
And everything will get better if you hold on for a while
And the sea come and sweeps us away from here

Oh blue sands, I don’t want to go up there and pretend
I’m okay

I don’t hate you anymore
I don’t hate you anymore
I don’t hate you anymore
I don’t hate you anymore

I don't hate you anymore for the way you remind me of the person I cannot be
For the things I cannot have
I don’t hate you anymore when I look at you
All I see is the blue waves coming to get me and take me away

I don’t hate you anymore for the way you remind me of the things I cannot have

Oh blue sands will I ever get to be like you.